I had a profound awakening in 2021 that began an intense dissolving of everything that wasn’t aligned with who I was to become. All vestiges of who I thought I was were being burned away. Facing intense fear and imbalances became the norm as I continued living life as per normal on the outside.

The first few years are a very vulnerable period because it feels like you’re a live wire, exposed and in need of genuine direction because we have abandoned ourselves in so many ways and now we are going back and picking up all the pieces. In many ways it’s the last thing we want to do and yet it’s the only way forward.

Learning to understand what was happening is something that I began to get the hang of through self-inquiry and observation. I had to master the chaos within by learning the language of the deeper intelligence I was now accessing, so I could get on board with what was being called for.

Listening to my body, paying attention to deeper truth, regaining my personal power through my innate resources and learning how to bring the infinite into daily life takes time and is challenging. But it’s so worth it.

I continue to face areas of collapse, of constriction, only now I know what to do because of my willingness to allow consciousness to reclaim the energy through a heart that has been allowed to come back on-line.

My writing began a couple years after this experience and it continues to evolve as I evolve. It is a memoir in a way, a telling of a new life story that begins with revelation of more and never ends.