Choosing Life

Choosing life
Written By Keiko Niwa

I always found it challenging to be here. I felt myself wanting it to be different or better than it is.

After Self realization it became even more challenging because there was a deconstruction of the old self.

From the standpoint of the human perspective it was worse than ever.

There is no human passion, no desire, a lot of fear.

I chose life everyday by getting out of bed.

But something else had entered the scene.

It wasn't human passion or anything I could find qualia for. 

It was something new. 

It had ignited within and it was a vector into this reality with the desire to see.

It made the human quake in her shoes because she had put things in the basement, the attic and under the bed that she never wanted to look at again.

It was confusing and gut wrenching to say the least, especially after the transcendent experience of realization, all I wanted was to feel that bliss, to live there.

Why stay? I thought this was all supposed to be different? 

The greatest pointer I received to being able to see more clearly and comprehend what was occurring was to start backing away from perspective.

To stop analyzing, to stop looking at life through different lenses.

To stop looking through the eyes of my humanity to see the truth of what is. 

There is a switch that occurs in Self realization.

You come to realize that you are no longer who you think you are.

The switch happened in a quantum leap of awareness but the experience of what happened unfolded over time for me.

The deepening of the experience of my true Self is still unfolding and as it does the sensation of being a separate person fades and fades.

Divine Will is what I call the desire that drives life into ever more expansion.

Choosing life has changed into something new too.

When the revelations of the transcendent experiences are allowed to trickle down and permeate into the body, the parts of you that are in time and space, you are no longer seeing through the same old eyes of narrow perspective.

You are looking with new eyes and God is everywhere.

The world you were trying to escape from is You, always has been.

You ARE life.

It’s with the new eyes, the ones that WANT to see everything it created, the ones that have ONLY love and compassion behind them, that you finally see the truth.

This is an ongoing daily practice of noticing what’s Real and what’s not.

The more consistent I am and the more I actively allow patterns to rewrite themselves the more I feel the realness of it all, of what I am becoming.

The more I feel the tangibility of being the new energy creator.

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